Yesterday, Mama and I already bought some of the things we will be needing for my birthday celebration. I’ve already got a few ideas on what to do on the said day like the food we’re going to serve and the people I will invite. Contrary to my original plan, we will have the celebration a day before my actual birth date so that my friends from UP and in Cavite could attend. This afternoon, I have confirmed from Ana Cynth that she, Edith and Julius can come to my celebration and this thing made me even more excited! I haven’t informed D yet about the Sunday event but hopefully the 239ers will be able to make it too! My celebration will just be a simple one. I did not invite a lot of people, just a very few close friends. I hope that day would really be a good day for me.

My godson is also very excited about our birthday celebration. His mama always texts Mama to get updates. He even became more excited when he knew that his Ninong-ninongan (my Kuya) already bought the shirt he’ll be wearing on the celebration. Oh, how I love that kid! He’s very appreciative and cute!

Just 12 more days and I’m another year older. So sad Eze wouldn’t be here again. Well at least his family would come and I know that I will spend all my birthdays to come with him. Hmmm.. I haven’t received my birthday gift from God yet but I know He’ll give it to me soon. Maybe He would give it to me before Eze’s birthday. I feel so positive about it!

As my day approaches, I think about so many things that happened and is happening to my life at present. I may not have a perfect life today but I know there is something better in the future that awaits me. He is giving me a hard time now because He wants me to be tougher and better when He gives me what I deserve.