I can’t sleep. So many things bugging my mind. I actually am not feeling so well. My heart is pounding hard and my mind is occupied by so many things.

I know that this is because of something that was not settled before this day ended. Too bad for me because I had to deal this by myself. Well I know, it’s just me who can handle my problems. But what can I do? I’m not that strong like what others think.

In fact, I am a coward who always try to make people believe that I can handle anything. A good adviser who says the right things at the right time. But the truth is, this kiddo doesn’t know how to advice herself. Ironic right?

Yeah, that’s life. Full of irony and struggles. I don’t want to get tired of it, but sometimes I’m left hanging by myself. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh.. I wanna sleep already because even though I’m awake, I cannot work. Grrrrrr.. I’m just wasting my time staring at my laptop..

Someone out there, hug me please.. I’m tired of hugging people but never get sincerely hugged back.

Note: This is my blog so bear with the drama.