Sometimes I feel that this freelance business I’m doing is not really for me. Since the 3rd Quarter PR update was a bit too harsh for me, I think I lost a lot this month. I also got banned in Blogsvertise today and only had one job from PayuToblog.

It’s gonna be August in Friday. Just one more month and I’d be a year older. I only have one birthday wish this year and that is to finally have my 476 visa for Australia approved. I’ve been staying here at home for almost four months now and with all what’s happening to me here at home, I just wish I could already start my career so I can save enough to help Kuya have our new house built. With the worse financial situation in the Philippines right now, I am getting more and more convinced that this place is no good to establish a good career with a rewarding compensation.

If I already have the visa, I can already start earning.. for mama and for Eze and I.. We already have plans to settle and we won’t be a step closer to our plans if I get stuck here in the country.

Honestly, I feel so bad with all the things that’s happening to me right now. If there is only one thing that makes me smile everyday, it’s the thought that someone wants to spend the rest of his life with me. Although he really is very far from me, we’re still positive that everything is gonna be fine and in the next two years, we’ll have the life we wanted.. and that is the life we will live with our own family.

Oh, I just wish that August would be a better month for this venture and I wish to receive my birthday present soon!