It’s been ten days since the calendar page turned September. Within those ten days, I experienced so many twists and turns that I should have blogged about. However, I just realized that life is just like this and being so sentimental about everything that comes into my life would not help if I take them negatively. Since I got a year older when I celebrated my 23rd birthday last September 1, I wanted to treat everything and everyone maturely.

I posted last August 31st that I’d be posting the details of my birthday celebration here in my blog. However, so many things happened and I became very busy in the past ten days. All I can say is that my 23rd birthday is one of the most memorable of all my birthdays, so far. It’s not because I had a party, but because of the many things that happened during my exact birthday, both good and bad. I don’t want to elaborate on this. I just want to thank those who remembered me on my special day.

Ezhie :), my family (they’re too many), 239ers (Di, Cath, Tere, Jen, Ella and Mica and also Mommy Anne), LSP family (especially Ana Cynth, Edith, Ju, Alvin, Sammy and Punky for attending the celeb), my roommie Ally and a lot more of my friends, Santiago family, David and Cariaso Family. Sorry, I don’t have the complete list. I just want to thank you guys, and of course, my God who gives me the lessons in life that make me stronger..

So what happened in the past ten days? I went to Manila to visit my Lola and Papa and also to consult Sir Joseph about some concerns. I really hope to receive my visa soon.. :-S

Also, as I’ve said, I was really busy. But the good thing about my busy-ness is my most successful 10-days ever! From the first day of September until today, the 10th, I earned a fulfilling amount of..

$300+! Yippeee!!!!

Nice one for a 5-month old blogger, right?!

Now, this is a good thing to blog about! The 10-day break from my personal blogging is to break this good news. Congratulate me everyone! Haha

Hope to maintain this income until I receive my 476 visa, or even after that.

My most awaited birthday celebration has come! I got a bit busy in the past days so I was not able to post updates here in my blog. Honestly, I do not have enough energy to blog about it today.. I just want to say that I really enjoyed the party. kindly see the pictures here just to get a glimpse of the celebration. I promise to share things with you tomorrow.

I now have tired feet, a terrible backache and a heart full of love and joy.

It was really a very tiring day! Just two more hours and I’m a year older.. Hmmmm.. wish Eze’s here.

Mama, Rea and I went to Eze’s today. Tita invited us to come over and we accepted the invitation so that Mama could also get the chance to visit them and meet Eze’s other relatives. Even though Eze and I have been together for almost seven years, it is just Mama’s first time to go to their house. On the other hand, Eze’s family already gave us a couple of visits before.

Anyway, everything went well. Unfortunately, we had to go home early. Mama is not  used to sitting for a long time after her operation last January. She underwent total abdominal hysterectomy and they say it will take a long time to gain full recovery.

I decided to drop by F. Tañedo and order the cake we’ll be having for the celebration this weekend. I ordered yummy crema de fruta and two cakes, one for JR and one for me. Since my godson will be celebrating his fourth birthday, I decided to order a cute Car Racing cake for him while I ordered a plain round choco cake for me. So to complete the order, I had to write down the greeting to be placed on the cake.

For JR’s Cake: HAPPY 4th BIRTHDAY JR, FROM NINANG DAY

Then for my cake: HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY JUDY, FROM EZE

..Fooling myself as if he was the one who ordered the cake for me. Too bad that this is another important day in my life that he’s gonna miss. I can no longer remember all the greatest and deepest points in my life that I didn’t have him beside me. Some of the most important were my highschool grad, my colle grad and many more. Thinking about these things really hurt me because I know that I don’t have any right to demand and all I have is the right to feel bad that the most important man in my life is missing an important day in my life.

Well even though he’s always not around, Eze never failed to make me feel how much he wants to be with me but just got no choice. He also supports me in my decisions and comforts me when I need it plus gets mad at me when I’m crazy. LOLZ! I really appreciate all his efforts. But the distance between us really breaks my heart.

What just inspires me to hold on and smile despite his absence is my faith that in just a few more months or a year or two maybe, and we’re gonna spend every day together. We’ll be celebrating our next birthdays together along with our anniversaries. I really hope and pray that we get enough strength to hold on. The 75 months we spent is no joke and everyday that we had all these years gave us a long list of reasons to hold on and be strong.

I know anything can happen and it would hurt to expect and get disappointed. But what can I do if God made me feel this sure and secured? If in case something happens, I will still have no regrets because Eze really helped me become a better and stronger person.

But a huge part of me really says nothing bad is gonna happen to us. I’m confidence! hahahha

But seriously, I’m confident! I really am..

Yesterday, Mama and I already bought some of the things we will be needing for my birthday celebration. I’ve already got a few ideas on what to do on the said day like the food we’re going to serve and the people I will invite. Contrary to my original plan, we will have the celebration a day before my actual birth date so that my friends from UP and in Cavite could attend. This afternoon, I have confirmed from Ana Cynth that she, Edith and Julius can come to my celebration and this thing made me even more excited! I haven’t informed D yet about the Sunday event but hopefully the 239ers will be able to make it too! My celebration will just be a simple one. I did not invite a lot of people, just a very few close friends. I hope that day would really be a good day for me.

My godson is also very excited about our birthday celebration. His mama always texts Mama to get updates. He even became more excited when he knew that his Ninong-ninongan (my Kuya) already bought the shirt he’ll be wearing on the celebration. Oh, how I love that kid! He’s very appreciative and cute!

Just 12 more days and I’m another year older. So sad Eze wouldn’t be here again. Well at least his family would come and I know that I will spend all my birthdays to come with him. Hmmm.. I haven’t received my birthday gift from God yet but I know He’ll give it to me soon. Maybe He would give it to me before Eze’s birthday. I feel so positive about it!

As my day approaches, I think about so many things that happened and is happening to my life at present. I may not have a perfect life today but I know there is something better in the future that awaits me. He is giving me a hard time now because He wants me to be tougher and better when He gives me what I deserve.

It was a very tiring day. Kuya and I are both impulsive in some things like when buying stuffs and when going to places. This noon, we (Kuya, Mama and I) decided to go to SM Pampanga just to unwind. We also asked our cousin Let to go with us. We drove through the SCTEX.. Yeah, it’s already open and thanks to it because we reached Pampanga in just about 80 minutes from home.

We bought clothes and I got one for myself.. the one I’ll be wearing on my birthday celebration. haha So cute blousie. The blouse made me even more excited. After shopping, we ate aat Yellow Cab. I missed it so much because there’s no Yellow Cab here in Tarlac. We got home at around 7:30 with tired feet.

At around 8:30, I received a call from Smart regarding my problematic connection. As of the moment, I can already load my blogs. Hopefully everything will go well.

I’m not sure if I can still work today. I’m kinda sleepy already.