Since I’m new with blogging, I really spend so much time researching about things how to earn through my site. I just signed up at Adsense today and I hope my application gets approved.

So how was my day today? It’s kinda boring but it’s ok, I’m happy that Eze called me this evening. I just setup a Skype account, loaded it through PayPal so he could call me through our landline at a cheaper rate. Tomorrow I’d buy a new headset so I could call Michael, my little bro.. (he’s already in Canada, btw) Rates in Skype are a lot cheaper than using the landline…

Hmm.. I’m just a bit worried about this terrible headache that often bothers me. Maybe it’s because I’m not used to spending the whole day in front of the monitor. When I still work at LSP, I can roam around the office, supervise our Inspectors or monitor quality problems in the production area, get reference parts in the Warehouse or even meet with suppliers outside the office just to keep me away from my desk. I’m not an office-paperworks person who can spend time studying documents and all that.. But look at me now.. Sigh! But I have no regrets, believe me! I just hate this headache that I feel almost everyday..

I had a late lunch/early dinner.. Burong isda is so yummy! Watched Pinoy Idol and got bored; watched PDA Gala Night and was very happy for Bugoy and Liezl’s performance..

Papa texted me a while ago and he’s still the same miserable man I know.. I just don’t want to elaborate on this. I just wish he could fix his life for himself because no one could do that but him. I want to help him but I can’t do anything if he doesn’t think that he has to change his attitude and fix his life. I know he has to learn his lesson the hard way.

Anyway, it was a cloudy/rainy day today.. Loved to sleep while the wind is blowing but was not able to.. Gotta sleep early to be able to wake up in time for the 7 am mass..

Good night! ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

Ever since I was a kid, I just feel so helpless when I see cockroaches. I just hate them. They’re dirty, disgusting and terrifying especially the flying roaches. I dunno why I can’t kill them with my slipper or something to hit them. I can’t take the sound when you slap (got no better verb for this) or squeeze them to death.

I was making my last article, few minutes past eleven on the evening. My back aches already and my eyes want to rest. I’m in the mood because I got to speak with Eze when I saw a roach near me. “I can handle this”, I said to myself. But no!!!! It’s flying! That creepy freaky creature! I got it, I got it. it’s just a small insect but I can’t take it! EEEEwwww! Kadiri talaga!

The only good thing that “roach encounter” gave me is my inspiration to write something here before I sleep. I just felt, I have to write here everyday so that no roach will get near me.. But Judy… CONNECT?!?! Now I want to sleep but I can’t.. I can imagine the roach flying around, crawling on me! Yuck!!!!

Beside me is my Raid cockroach killer, my best friend and weapon against those creepy freaks who will attempt to go near me.. sigh! Common sleep, come to me please!!!

I just hope they’ll all vanish. They’re harmful insects anyway..

As far as I remember, I lived more than half of my life suffering from a common cold. I can still recall that my mom always tell me that I had pneumonia when I was still a baby so I don’t know if this has something to do with it. I suffer from colds when I get exposed to extreme weather, eat too much sweets or cold foods. A common cold, is common but I can’t explain it. I just hate it. It’s also still clear in my memory how I suffer from colds almost every morning when I was in elementary. But the inexplainable cold, the one I have almost every morning is an allergic reaction – Rhinitis.

Last year, I saw a doctor about my condition and confirmed that I do have allergic rhinitis. What triggers it are dust, dust and dust, plus the temperature and humidity in the morning. Rhinitis and common colds – I suffer from them almost everyday. You just can’t imagine how often I sneeze everyday, my eyes teary and my head aching. Lots of supply of tissue, pitchers of water and antihistamine before and my nasal sprays now – that’s how I deal with it.

I sometimes feel that this was a curse that I have to handle for the rest of my life. Although colds and rhinitis are two separate entities, they have the same effect to me; rhinitis is just harder to manage. Unfortunately, rhinitis is an allergic reaction to something that gives no effect to other people. Allergies cannot be cured, just controlled. I heard about allergy shots that inject you allergens to your body so your body gets use to it, but I never heard about allergy shots in the Philippines. It’s indeed a sad fact. I can’t do anything about it so I just thought of doing something about the common cold.

Water therapy, ascorbic acid and healthy lifestyle – however this were not enough. Add lots of fruits but still my system cannot fight the common cold. So when we visited our doctor two weeks ago, she advised us (me and my brother who is also sipunin) to have an anti-flu shot. So this afternoon, we went to the doctor and had it.. According to the doctor, this is an annual shot. So next year I have to have it again. It’s very inexpensive compared to the other vaccines you have. We even had a discount because the doctor is my mom’s friend.

I just wish this year would be a cold-free year for me.