After several weeks of not updating this blog, I finally decided to make a new post for my readers. (haha, feel-er!)

There’s not much to blog about today except that I was really busy with work and for the preparations.. Hmmm.. Nineteen days to go and finally I’ll be Mrs. Cariaso.

So how do I feel right now?

Nothing, because I don’t know. haha

I feel excited that finally, I’m gonna change my surname. (Why? SECRET!)

I feel nervous because I know married life is linked to a lot of responsibilities that are really tough to handle.

And happy of course, because finally.. after more than seven years, Eze and I are getting into the next level of our relationship. I know it would be hard to handle things but I really hope we can handle everything we meet along the way.

Hmmm.. I ran out of words again.. I dunno what made me like this. Lolz.. Just for the record: I do not have butterflies in my stomach YET! haha So please, don’t tease me. Right now I’m still busy with work and thanks for that because I feel less nervous, less excited and less paranoid. Hahaha

Hope to update this blog again soon..

Gotta go to bed now and take some beauty rest. hahaha

Contrary to what a lot of people expect for this year’s Christmas season, I think our family is gonna have one of the most prosperous holidays this year. Both Kuya and I are doing well in our ventures while our small family business still remains to be kicking great.

I am actually saving money for our Christmas shopping because I wanted to share my blessings to my loved ones. Preparing my shopping list, I tried to look for online stores that offer exciting gift ideas. Then I just bumped into BuyOnClick.com.

This shopping directory is dedicated to provide contact information of online shopping sites in UK. Having all categories arranged at the best possible way, I think every UK shopper can find what he wants in just a matter of minutes. Whether you are looking for gifts or accessories for Weddings, this site is the best shopping buddy you could have.

I actually visited some of the online stores listed on this site and everything just made me even more excited. Of course what captivated me the most are the items offered in the sites under the Fashions and Jewelry and Watches categories.

Why am I blogging about this Shopping Web Directory if I cannot use the site? It’s because I don’t know a shopping directory here in the Philippines, or maybe if there is, I don’t know the site. So if any of my readers know an online shopping directory in the RP, please let me know so it would be easier for me to do online shopping for Christmas.

Sometimes I feel that this freelance business I’m doing is not really for me. Since the 3rd Quarter PR update was a bit too harsh for me, I think I lost a lot this month. I also got banned in Blogsvertise today and only had one job from PayuToblog.

It’s gonna be August in Friday. Just one more month and I’d be a year older. I only have one birthday wish this year and that is to finally have my 476 visa for Australia approved. I’ve been staying here at home for almost four months now and with all what’s happening to me here at home, I just wish I could already start my career so I can save enough to help Kuya have our new house built. With the worse financial situation in the Philippines right now, I am getting more and more convinced that this place is no good to establish a good career with a rewarding compensation.

If I already have the visa, I can already start earning.. for mama and for Eze and I.. We already have plans to settle and we won’t be a step closer to our plans if I get stuck here in the country.

Honestly, I feel so bad with all the things that’s happening to me right now. If there is only one thing that makes me smile everyday, it’s the thought that someone wants to spend the rest of his life with me. Although he really is very far from me, we’re still positive that everything is gonna be fine and in the next two years, we’ll have the life we wanted.. and that is the life we will live with our own family.

Oh, I just wish that August would be a better month for this venture and I wish to receive my birthday present soon!

I’m tired of deleting useless and stupid comments so I decided to change the title of my post Just Before Good Night into something else. I really am pissed for such people and SPAM (Grrrrrrrrr) who want to put trash on my site and even tag me to those senseless sites. I think I have deleted 12 comments in the past week and I can no longer afford to moderate those comments.

To those who would visit my site, please make sure you only give sensible comments. Think first before hitting that Submit Comment button. And to SPAM, sorry.. you will never bother me again! :p

Thanks!